February 28, 2015
God, you bless me so much. How do you know so much about me? Not that Im doubting that youre omniscient. You gave the prettiest of skies today, when my heart was the ugliest. You knew the perfect remedy to my heart, when I didnt. Thank you. For always doing whats best for me. For always taking care of me. For always loving me.
September 12, 2016
Anything.
I will give anything to break routine.
To explore new places.
Discover wonders of God’s creation.
Break free from this screen and disappointing norm.
Meet new people and savor new friendships.
Learn about things I am passionate about.
To exercise the freedom I have in Jesus.
Just anything.
I just want to make the most of my life, glorify Him and be happy
That’s all I really want
October 3, 2016
Those times when everything is swirling around me and I don’t know what to do and feel. What is right or wrong. or both. Self inspection. Scrupulous? Then it’s like one good something intervenes and embraces me and then everything is okay. You might not know how but that’s okay and this probably makes no sense but that’s okay too.
November 2, 2016
Only God and I know what I am really going through in life, which means it’s only Him and I who see the process of becoming me in Him. It makes sense in my head. If I have God, I have it all. The face I see in the mirror is someone, His daughter, who was created to reflect His glory. My purpose in life. Though sickness, society and the sinful world, my own mind sometimes, might hinder this, it’s Him and me at the end. As long as my identity is rooted in my father and I put him above all, I have nothing to be sad and afraid of. No reason to allow these things to shake me. I learn to love me, because I love Him.
-Reminder to me.
October 9, 2018
Get to know me
.
But how can you say that about me if we haven’t even met yet?
And how can you believe that about me if we haven’t even talked yet?
And must you see me in those eyes and filter me with that mindset if you don’t even truly know me yet?
Get to know me
Then maybe you’ll change your mind
Or maybe you won’t
but at least now you will have your own experience based knowledge about me
It might take long, but get to know me
June 18, 2014
Sometimes, actually most of the time, I felt weird, scared and lonely when I was alone, but today, I realized that a bit of quiet isn’t bad at all. Of course, it was new to me and I had to adapt to the situation but it gave me time to think and absorb everything around me. It helped me appreciate and observe more of the things and people I associate with in life. I guess I have always been the loud, confident and fun one, the one who always speaks first, the one who step up first, and I think thats not bad at all, but there was also a hidden side in me, which I, myself didnt even know about, which I was too afraid to show others and myself because of what I would do or what others would think of me, that appreciates a little quiet, a little moment to take in things, a little twinkle of quiet happiness. So, today has been an interesting and significant day. It helped me learn that being independent is an important part of life. I’ve always depended on my family, friends and God, but I learned to only depend on God because whether I like it or not, everything and everyone else will pass away but only God will stay by my side. It’s crazy because when I look back in my life, I notice that God has been there for me all the time. He doesn’t answer some of my prayers but He blesses me with stuff that are better for me, but I haven’t taken time to say thanks or appreciate it. People said, “It’s the little things in life.” Now I understand it a little more. Soo, I guess I’ll have to live on with life, live my life the way I am and just not forget take time to enjoy the quiet moments too. I guess silence is not as terrible as I thought it would be. Quiet moments are precious moments too. So, just a random thought but if u too, feel insecure, out of place or weird in silence, dont think you’re alone. Just trust Him. God’s got it 🙂 You just need to enjoy life. Dont wait for others to make it enjoyable for you. Do it yourself, even in the loud or quiet. Be the person you wanna meet and remember, quiet moments are ok. They are also one of the jewels in life. -Ester 🙂
“To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, draw closer, to find each other, and to feel. That is the purpose of life.”
— Walter Mitty
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I’ve always wanted to start a blog or somewhere where I could share my thoughts and words with people who appreciated it. It’s a tiny world, but there are so many people out here and each person is so precious. Maybe this could reach more people and remind them that they’re not without purpose, without community. We are like vapor, but God gives us the gift of sharing this one life we get and then eternity with Him. I just wanna share my thoughts!
Esti’s journey